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Everything Changed
02:18
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and whatll we become
when we come undone
when all is said and done
will we become one?
be quiet and run
be quiet my love
ooo will anything be the same
oo everything changed
All the midnight passages to you they might mean nothing
Life’s a nearly perfect storm because of how they run things
We’d talk and talk for hours and we’d settle for the small things
Cause all the greats get haunted
I just really want you calling
again
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2. |
Getting Older
04:38
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take time in the rain
i hope you chase
Whoever could have been your lover
im sure in this light
a trick of the eye
could not be told from one another
i know you
forgetting we all havent slept
we sink down
but sinking isnt drowning
no hope now
just echoes of all our friends
go to bed drunk with guilt and wake up sober
im sorry all but i think im getting older
frayed tethered unscathed brink of a blade could erase this disorder
time drawing thin lines under our eyes
these four walls drawing closer
til i give in to you
nothing will be stopped
brand new is only but a ruse
youre only my
sweet debility
stay away from me
keep me on my feet
its like im running from something but these stairways and hallways repeat
will i forget you in the future
now that youve become so tall
will it be just like the movies
or will it really not happen at all
and now that its time
and now that I turn
do you still have the same laugh? the one that lives inside in my heart?
do you still have the same love? we promised we would stay in touch
but its never that easy, the difference is time passed
we used to be the best of friends, do you still have the same friends
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i could swear i saw your face in the window
staring back at me
high off speculation i let myself be deceived
i know youre out of town now and it stings like jealousy
but the guilt would almost kill me
that dream is dead
thank god for that
youre only here
in the back of my mind
(you dont remember)
youre only here when i think im terrified
(you dont remember)
the bastardiser the patron saint
of disconnetction of feel no shame
you leave a wreck unconfined
even if you're gone ill be okay
so cut to the chase
oo
please cut to the chase
and years and years
I can't drive with my eyes wide
what if I was blind?
I can't drive with my eyes open
I guess
I might aswell close them
it takes more time than i thought to love yourself
it takes way more time than i thought to love yourself
it takes more time than i thought to love yourself
it takes way more time than that for somebody else to say that they love you
i couldn't handle it when you left
i screamed at the wall until my last breath
my heart blowing up in a split second
universe wide infinite heat death
i know my efforts were futile
but it still hurts so i guess ill
turn my failed relationships to a song
so my inner feelings can be prolonged
its all gonna end on a sour note
every word that i wrote
wont mean anything, anything now
get some excersize!
get some sleep at night
but when you're mad at me is the end of times
(and im maddddd)
and im mad at you all the other times
it takes more time than i thought to love yourself (I’ve been learning how to find peace)
it takes way more time than i thought to love yourself (cuz I know you moved on without me)
it takes more time than i thought to love yourself (I’ve been learning how to find peace)
it takes more time than that for somebody else to say that they love you (cuz I know you moved on without me)
I've been learning how to find peace
cuz I know you moved on without me
I've been learning how to find peace
cuz I know you moved on without me
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im homesick every where i go
without you love
too close to recognise the ghost
im dreaming of
the first song we sang,
the first words i spoke
i lost my way when
i lost your note
couldnt bring myself to write back
itd have felt like i needed the last laugh
but i just want to know
all at once
i backpedal toward you
always limits to fortuneI often wonder
How it feels to be
Wanted of night
oo, its all my fault
Its nice to think that you’re
out there, somewhere
Thinking of me
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i cant sleep for anything now
the story ends in waves exchanged
you left a few things at my house
but its hard to walk in after youve walked out
call me if you want
i know you wont
no we wont be strangers
but we wont be friends
i dont think ill ever see you again but if i do
just know that you
can call me if you want
call me if you want
i know you wont
call me if you want
i know you wont
well you can call
you can call cause after all
were stilll friends
does it really have to end?
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6. |
Colours
04:03
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now that im older im regretting my ways
i never got over im willingly dazed
know that if ii wake up in a familar place
i just wont recognise your face
and I, I give up
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7. |
Only
02:12
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the heavy water by noon
ill love you agin soon
just need time
at the bottom of a lagoon
and the feeling looms
theres no light
haunting all the greats
its not personal blame
the jeasouly that made me this way
i wish the rain woulsd stay
im captivated by the way
life soundtracks a day
might distract my brain from
the only thing i said
soon well be friends again
you had to say
I never liked you anyway
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8. |
Well Written Words
05:26
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you ran too far you're a dead end waiting to happen
you come your embrace that of a phantom
by the time that we both spoke in tandem
by the time your walls were in action
nothing stays in place no
no matter how far you fall from grace
I will always love you in the old fashioned way
I know ill forget you someday (still read the letters from your ghost)
bad dream
all the small things
are embarrassing
Whatever you'd call this, not a relationship
Until our solitary paths may intersect
And I see you once again, no migraines spent
with a camera, your childhood one, around your neck
and a locket with old friends we've not forgotten yet
you're a bad dream, cuz you can't miss what you forget
all the small things let me fall into regret
Too many memories we shared
To shy away from but I’m scared
I’ll fall back into you again
There’ll be tears, somehow silent
Fighting words, or the verge of fighting
Cos we were never really violent
But I wish we were, at least then we’d be trying
Flooded hearts and obscured meanings
Those friends who did all of the speaking
They put the words in my mouth
The words I wish I could've doubted
the words are out
its not going to work out there's nothing I can do
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9. |
No More Light
08:38
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until I have it all, until u have it all, I won't sleep
im freaking out, by the day
in the morning that's my trade
just a mishap happens again
I can't control it so it stays
inside my mind now im awake
until I time out in the safe place
beside my head
I should go there instead
there's no more light, shine through
what these yesterdays become
hollow rottings in my skull
and if my world may come undone
its no explicable phenomenon
taking aim to lift your love
sullied bodies don't need anyone
with all these webs that I have spun
well somebody out there, needs someone
just another bad dream don't know why this Is happening
if there's something you want to say just say it
cos I don't want to wait around
and I still want you around
nothing to do
im afraid
I only used to be in love with you in the past
now you've missed your chance
me and you, we could do better
we could go back to our old lives, old light
we could go back to better times, better light, better days, better may,
its hard to live
in this skin
what a counterin
tuitive thing
no wonder im
not fitting in
i dont recognise my face
what a terrible time
ive swallowed every key
the light on the lake
is gone
no stardust and no one
(no more light)
my paranoia induced
sleep
cascading over me
the anchor on my feet
the verdict is out
and I think im guilty
guilty of leaving my friends as mere history
I guess its nice to know
they're out there on their own
but that doesn't meet the fear of being lonely
(no more light)
my paranoia induced
sleep
cascading over me
the anchor on my feet
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10. |
Happy Accidents
04:06
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deprived of oxygen
return to possum springs
learned to live again
through the medium of childhood friends
summer days descend
the early year expense
but ill be content
just tell me what you never said
do do do tbh fr
i think you put it best when you said
"time and time again
you find new ways to pretend like you were ever really there"
because its not like I thought about you
every single day since you've moved
there's too many things ill regret til im dead
I just sat in my room and stared at the ceiling to
help with the fact that you're gone and not leaving
can't assume or make a decision
and there's no third option
do do do ong
I used to look too hard and find
Fragments of what I’ve left behind
Places I used to go to hide
Friends that cant sleep at night
Now ive Begun to see them more
I’ve never said anything for
They stood silent but I was sure
I couldn’t reach them anymore
they go everywhere
I seem to be looking
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